Iced heart... Numb & cold...

I feel extremely cold from the bottom of my heart... Hope that it jus gets frozen then I won't feel anything anymore... Perhaps I'm jus too confident in my partner thought he would know how I feel... Think it's jus my wishful thinking... I thought that intimate actions are naturally from our heart but it seems to be a request... I dunno wat to do anymore... Perhaps I'll shall continue my ignorance ba... Think that's all I can do ba... My words are jus passerbys I guess...

How I wish I'm on his auto-list and not request-list... Perhaps I'm not as good as those known for few hours I guess... Since intimate things still need request then perhaps those things can don't do le...

4 month loh~~

Hello !!! Surprised ? Ahaha.. Now boss not around use this time to blog... Hehe.. Yeah.. Finally working loh.. Helping my aunt sub 1st.. Hmm.. When she come and take over then see how bah..

Hehe.. Teddy !!! Hope u enjoyed ytd oh.. Our little advanced celebration for 4th month bah.. Hehe..

Hmm.. Haha.. Dont really know what to blog le wor.. Lol.. Teddy u jia you in studies bah.. Lol.. I know not easy but its the path u choose so jia you wor.. Work towards our dream house 1 day.. Ahaha..

Oh ya.. Teddy ar.. Lets say if u going to late hor.. Dont ever tell is because u slping.. Lol.. Dunno y late because of slp make me emotional.. Haha.. So lie to me bah.. Lol..

Think i stop here bah.. Hehe.. I Love You, Teddy. Muack muack muack..

Updates!!!

So long never blog le... Time for some updates... Hehe...

Theodore got a job in his area already!!! Yeah... 加油wor!!! Ur teddy supports u always... Hehe...

I'm studying in UniSIM le... Difficult though for certain modules... Didn't really do well for the 1st tests... Need to buck up le... AHHHH!!!

Theodore is as 体贴 as always... Muack muack muack... Teddy loves Theodore!!! Got a shirt for both of us... It's the same design de... Same size too... Slim down more would look nicer in the clothes... Hehe...

3 more days gonna be 4 months le... Hehe... We haven't really celebrated it for the past 3 months... Felt so 对不起 to my theodore... But i'm really happy to be around him... The thought of him already brings happiness to my heart...

Need to improve on my cooking skills... All my cookings are a bit 偏甜... :p

Will try something new... Hehe... Since Theodore ask me to make, I'll try my best in doing it... Hehe... Will Post the pictures of my cooking when i got the camera back... Hope I can make it before the day... Gotta look for items le... Hehe...

Shall end here for now... Wish that theodore would post something too if he has the time... Hehe...

This week activities...

This week, Theodore has been coming my house almost everyday!!! Yeah... Hee... We get to hug each other & kiss, & also sleep & eat together... We view YOG together on my bed seeing all the XSGs (Xiao Shuai Ge)... We also got to bathe together in the shower room where i help my Theodore wash his hair & body... :p Hee...

Sorry Theodore about yesterday... I didn't know my dad didn't went for work yesterday... Lucky he was out early in the morning to see doctor for cough medicine & get MC, if not he'd saw us hugging & kissing... Whew... A close call... Made u felt bored the whole day when u're @ my house... But when I locked the door of my bed room after we return home from shopping, u began to become cheeky... Hee... Naughty Theodore~

I'm gonna start school next tuesday... Hope my Theodore finds a job by then... Hee... 22days to 2months... Hee...

Muacks Theodore... Love ya... Hee...

1 month !!

Wow.. Times flies by quite fast wor. Today marks the first 1 month that we spend together. Although there wasn't any kind of celebration, we know we are still in each other hearts.

Even when we go out together we don't go to expensive places to fill our stomach. Just the simple 'able to spend time with each other' is enough for us. But of course there are times when we need a hug or kiss. So we will take the risk and go to one toilet and wait for the right moment so that we can hug and kiss. Haha.

Haha. Of course, sunday is actually a day where we go to keybox. For what i think you guys should know bah. Haha. That place is kinda cozy, steam room is good. Haha, can let some sweat out other than the other way which is bed exercise. Haha.

Ok. Happy 1 month anniversary to both of us Teddy !! Hehe. May we walk together till the end of time. Hehe ^^ Hmm.. I'm always happy I'm together with my Teddy. Hehe.

Teddy~ Teddy~ I Love You !!! MUACK MUACK MUACK.. Hehe..

Theodore~~

Confusion

Haha.. Seems that my readers are getting confused with who i really am. So here is an entry to clarify myself. Haha.

I'm Theodore aka werdna aka andrew and im bf is teddy aka alec loh. Hehe. Hope this will clear the confusion. So from now on i will use theodore in every chat box. Cheers ^^

Theodore~~

24hrs with Theodore!!!

I got to spent a full day with Theodore from National Day Eve to National Day!!! Spent the whole 24hrs with my Theodore @ bugis area... Hee... From lunch to dinner to night shopping to sleep... Hee... Theodore seems happy & enjoying it... Hope we can spend more time in the future when I start my course in UniSim Global... Haha... Hope Theodore likes the things I bought... Hee...

Hope Theodore finds a job soon so that he can start to gain work experience to find better job or career advancement through further education... Hee... Then we can earn income for our comfy house... 加油!!! Hope I can finish my course & find a job during 2nd year... Then I can start saving money & gain job experience...

Hope Theodore have a good night sleep tonight cos yesterday night u can't sleep well bcos of the noises...

Lastly...
Theodore~ Theodore~ I love U!!! MUACK........ Hee...

Teddy~~