Iced heart... Numb & cold...

I feel extremely cold from the bottom of my heart... Hope that it jus gets frozen then I won't feel anything anymore... Perhaps I'm jus too confident in my partner thought he would know how I feel... Think it's jus my wishful thinking... I thought that intimate actions are naturally from our heart but it seems to be a request... I dunno wat to do anymore... Perhaps I'll shall continue my ignorance ba... Think that's all I can do ba... My words are jus passerbys I guess...

How I wish I'm on his auto-list and not request-list... Perhaps I'm not as good as those known for few hours I guess... Since intimate things still need request then perhaps those things can don't do le...

4 month loh~~

Hello !!! Surprised ? Ahaha.. Now boss not around use this time to blog... Hehe.. Yeah.. Finally working loh.. Helping my aunt sub 1st.. Hmm.. When she come and take over then see how bah..

Hehe.. Teddy !!! Hope u enjoyed ytd oh.. Our little advanced celebration for 4th month bah.. Hehe..

Hmm.. Haha.. Dont really know what to blog le wor.. Lol.. Teddy u jia you in studies bah.. Lol.. I know not easy but its the path u choose so jia you wor.. Work towards our dream house 1 day.. Ahaha..

Oh ya.. Teddy ar.. Lets say if u going to late hor.. Dont ever tell is because u slping.. Lol.. Dunno y late because of slp make me emotional.. Haha.. So lie to me bah.. Lol..

Think i stop here bah.. Hehe.. I Love You, Teddy. Muack muack muack..

Updates!!!

So long never blog le... Time for some updates... Hehe...

Theodore got a job in his area already!!! Yeah... 加油wor!!! Ur teddy supports u always... Hehe...

I'm studying in UniSIM le... Difficult though for certain modules... Didn't really do well for the 1st tests... Need to buck up le... AHHHH!!!

Theodore is as 体贴 as always... Muack muack muack... Teddy loves Theodore!!! Got a shirt for both of us... It's the same design de... Same size too... Slim down more would look nicer in the clothes... Hehe...

3 more days gonna be 4 months le... Hehe... We haven't really celebrated it for the past 3 months... Felt so 对不起 to my theodore... But i'm really happy to be around him... The thought of him already brings happiness to my heart...

Need to improve on my cooking skills... All my cookings are a bit 偏甜... :p

Will try something new... Hehe... Since Theodore ask me to make, I'll try my best in doing it... Hehe... Will Post the pictures of my cooking when i got the camera back... Hope I can make it before the day... Gotta look for items le... Hehe...

Shall end here for now... Wish that theodore would post something too if he has the time... Hehe...